To hold a conversation with the only One who sees right through this version of myself I try to hide behind.
I'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified.
And sometimes I'm so thankful for your loyalty.
Your love regardless of the mistakes I make will spoil me.
My confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me,
And I'm satisfied to realize you're all I'll ever need.
You looked into my life and never stopped;
And you're thinking all my thoughts are so simple, but so beautiful.
And you recite my words right back to me before I even speak,
You let me know: I am understood.
And sometimes I spend my time just trying to escape.
I work so hard so desperately, in an attempt to create space,
Cause I want distance from the utmost important thing I know.
I see your love, then turn my back and beg for you to go.
You're the only one who understands completely.
You're the only one knows me yet still loves completely.
And sometimes the place I'm at is at a loss for words.
If I think of something worthy I know that its already yours,
And through the times I've faded and you've outlined me again.
You've just patiently waited, to bring me back.
The noise has broken my defense.
Let me embrace salvation.
I Am Understood - Relient K.
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Holy Spirit, remind me that He already has taken hold of my heart. Remind me that He has always loved, loves and will always love me, and that this weekend symbolises the epiphany of His great love for all... for me.
And please, I beg you, don't leave me again when I ask you to go.
LOL, Sarah.
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